A 3 year old..
A 1 year old..
Pregnant with Twins..
The big question is-are we done? Are we done having kids? Will we be a family of 6? Are we complete?
I have SO many thoughts on this subject and the final answer is, I dont know!
I have always wanted 5 kids. Its a number I picked and have stuck with it. Tom says he would prefer 4. He says 5 is a circus. ;) I wanted to be done having kids by 30. I can totally squeeze another on in over the next 4 years.
On one hand, I cant imagine this being my last pregnancy. On the other, I cant imagine going to the RE and asking him to get me pregnant, with 4 small children at home. It feels so greedy.
Tom and I talked and agreed that we wont make a "final" decision until our babies are 1 year. We will keep our 4 embryos frozen and wait until enough time has passed and we can make a rational decision. Im not a huge fan of doing anything permanent. I tell him that we pay so much money to get pregnant, I dont want to spend money on the opposite.
So, we will wait and see!
I will say...if there are two baby boys in my belly...there will be #5!