Sunday, January 20, 2013

Too Good?

I really wish it was Monday at 3pm. Really, really. I am beyond anxious for my blood results that havent even been drawn yet. My appointment is at 9:30 tomorrow. They usually call before 3pm. I need that number. I need it to be over 500. I need to jump this hurdle that I havent always jumped in the past.


I feel like this pregnancy is too good to be true. It was SO easy. Order meds, a few appointments, a smooth transfer, positive tests 4 days later and a nice, high beta. Im waiting for the ground to fall out from under us. Its a terrible thought, but tonight, I cant shake it.

I jokingly told Tom that I love how "cheap" this baby was. $56 for medications and $100 fee for the transfer.    Its almost like he took me out to a nice dinner, got me drunk and knocked me up. Almost..

Please let me have a fabulous beta tomorrow!! 

16 comments:

Kerri said...

Ugh. I hate betas. Mine didn't double correctly with either of my pregnancies & I have 2 happy, healthy kids to show for those bad beta numbers. :) But, I know how stressful it is so I really hope yours doubles nicely. I'm still thinking twins. :)

Crystal said...

praying praying praying!

JoyBelle said...

Awwww, hang in there! I KNOW how you feel. This pregnancy in particular I felt like "When is the other shoe going to drop?!" because I have miscarried before (it really strips away your "innocence" regarding seeing those two lines). I always stress and stress the first few weeks.

Anyway so I had that doom-n-gloom feeling for nothing! 19 weeks and feeling my little one all week, especially a lot today when I had thought I was going to lose them weeks ago. Sometimes I think we worry because we're mommas, not because something bad is definitely going to happen.

asrubin10 said...

I can definitely empathize with you! I was in your position a few weeks ago; tomorrow is my second ultrasound and I'm freaking out. I won't relax until the baby is actually here-if I'm fortunate enough for that to happen.

I feel the same-too easy, there must be something wrong. It's so hard, but my dr. has told me to relax and I can't think like that! I love him for his reassurance...

Hoping for good news all around tomorrow!

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Adrienne Judy said...

Good luck tomorrow. Hope you get the results you want. I will be thinking of you.

Chelley N said...

This is exactly how I felt when I got pregnant with Brenson on our first IUI after Brianna. I kept waiting and waiting for something to be "wrong" and it never happened. I'm hoping the same is true for you this cycle! Hang in there girl.

Brenna Boyd said...

I have been MIA and just saw the amazing news. I am so happy for you. We are TTC now and since it took over a year to have Ace I am hoping it doesn't take as long this time. Can't wait to hear how tomorrow goes.

juliane2004 said...

I predict a number of 722.

Carly said...

I'll be praying for a good number for you.

I think this one will be fine. I think after all the waiting and heartache you're due to have an 'easy ride'.

Amy said...

praying for you. thank you for sharing your journey with all of us xxx

Anna & Kirby said...

You're too funny! Seriously though, prayers for you today.

Marianne said...

Oh my fingers are crossed for you! I bet your beta is a good 600-700 ~~ it just looks like it is going so well so far! I hope time flies!!!!

Jen said...

sending so many positive thoughts your way!

Jen said...

and PS: it's time for you to have an "easy" ride:)

Hallie said...

Hi Erin~I dont' think I've ever left a comment before and I've been reading your blog for a few months. I just wanted to say Hi and let you know that I will be thinking and praying for you :)

Melissa said...

Sending positive thoughts your way! Hope the afternoon goes fast!!