Sunday, May 8, 2011

Reasons Why..

..I may need to check into the mental hospital next week.

On the 22nd, I had 13 eggs retrieved, great news!

On the 23rd, I found out all 13 fertilized, how exciting!

On the 27th, Dr. told me I had the best cycle. We had perfects blasts and many to freeze.

On the 3rd, I see pregnant on a test.

On the 4th, I find out my beta is very low, 8.96.

On the 6th, I test again and see pregnant again!

On the 7th, I test using an early response and see only one line. Not pregnant?

On the 8th(today), there is a faint line. Pregnant?

Beta #2 tomorrow at 6:30am. Happy Mothers Day in LIMBO to me. :/

20 comments:

Kristal said...

First of all I just want to say I'm so sorry this has not been easy for you. I'm sad to hear that the first response test only continued to confuse things, rather than giving you the relief you needed.

However, and maybe this will make you feel a bit better I don't know, but with both of my pregnancies I ALWAYS got really faint lines with first response right away. But when I used an off brand test they would always be darker. With this pregnancy I used both first response and answer on the same day, the answer brand was much darker.

That could just be me, or it could also be other woman's experiences too. But maybe this could be your case as well.I'm just thinking first response isn't as great at early detection as they claim.

I'll be praying for you for tomorrow. I hope you get the best news ever!

Renee said...

Praying, praying, praying for you.

Bobbi said...

What an emotional nightmare!!! Praying for you, friend!

Breanna said...

Erin you are in my thoughts and prayers! I sincerely hope this emotional roller coaster is over soon and the result is what you've been waiting for.

twondra said...

I feel so bad that you have to go through this. The hardest part for me after getting a positive test was getting the negative test 5 days later. It hurt so bad. I'm thinking of you. ((HUGS))

Single Mama said...

Sending lots of prayers!!!

Marianne said...

Praying for you!

Krista said...

I'm thinking of you and hoping for good news tomorrow!! Like I said, this exact thing happened to me exactly one week ago, so I completely understand feeling a bit crazy. I hope your outcome is VERY different than mine!

Patterson Family said...

Limbo sucks!! It was an amazing IVF cycle...don't give up hope. Tomorrow you will get more information, but I know the waiting is SO hard. I've been thinking about you.

Lindsay said...

Hoping tomorrow brings some good news! Definitely praying for you :)

Jessica said...

I got so excited when I saw that you got another "pregnant" test on the 6th, and then more limbo yesterday?? I'm so sorry - I am praying so hard that everything turns out OK. This sucks. I do hope that you had a wonderful Mother's Day with your beautiful little boy!

Crossing My Fingers said...

AH! That's got to drive you nuts! Good luck and praying for a high beta tomorrow.

The Pifer's said...

I am so sorry this has been a crazy cycle--I am still praying that you have a mischievous little bean inside you who will be your little slacker and give mommy a hard time early on in life :)) I love ya sweet friend and your an inspiration to me more than you know! I know this is hard for you and I know you have a million and one thoughts going through your mind--try to keep the faith adn know many like myself are praying really hard for you!!

Love ya and you better text me as soon as you know what your beta is!!!! :))

HUGS!

Mary Beth said...

Thinking of you, and lots of prayers!

Stace said...

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow AM.

And I hope you still managed to have a great Mother's Day with your adorable little family! :)

Kelli said...

I hope you had a great Mother's Day..thinking positive thoughts for you!

Jodi said...

I'm thinking of you and will be stalking your blog for an update!

Kami said...

Always praying for you. Look into Trevor's little eyes when you are feeling blue. :)

Kami

Jen said...

I also had a negative with a First Response after seeing 2 positives with off brand tests. I am still holding onto hope for you.

Tiffany said...

Oh Erin, I cannot stop thinking about you. I have been praying like crazing for an amazing number today. Please please let me know how it goes. I sure hope you are able to breathe a huge sigh of relief today and SMILE. I am so sorry you are going through this my friend. Love and HUGS! Let me know when you hear something.