Monday, May 9, 2011

Negative Beta

Beta today was negative. 2 miscarriages in 3 months. It's just too much.

Im going to take a step back from here for a while. Thanks for all of the support, ladies.

64 comments:

Shannon said...

Erin, this brings tears to my eyes. I so hoped for different results. Please know we are all thinking of you and praying.

twondra said...

My heart is breaking. I've been there where you're at and it's so hard. I'm so sorry sweetie. I know that's no comfort. If you need to talk, email me anytime. Thinking of you. ((HUGS))

Stace said...

Oh, Erin, I'm so sorry and sad to read this.

Thinking of you and your family.

Jessica@The Southern Belle Baby said...

Erin, I am so sorry. My heart breaks for you. I will be praying for you- take all the time you need.

Dave and Elaine said...

Oh Erin, I am so sorry to hear this. There are no words...

e Daly said...

so sorry

Lisa said...

((((Hugs)))) I am so so sorry!

Kahla said...

Oh Sweetie, I've been checking from work all day and sending so many prayers. I'm so, so sorry. I've been in your shoes and it's devasting. It's so much worse than just having a negative to begin with. My heart is just broken for all of you. Thinking of ya'll and sending a million prayers your way.

Alyssa said...

Crap. I am so so so sorry Erin.

I know this probably doesn't help, but I had 2 chemical pregnancies in a row (2 in 2 months) in 2008/2009. I kept trying and the third cycle resulted in my currently 19 month old daughter.

I am so sorry for your losses, and I'm praying for you, but I wish you won't lose hope that it can happen for you again.

Erin Crista said...

I'm so very, very sorry. *HUGS*

J said...

So very sorry and heart broken for you. It is so difficult...so hard and not fair..

Bobbi said...

I kept checking your blog while at work, HOPING and PRAYING for good news. My heart breaks for you. I don't know the pain you are feeling. I will be keeping you and your husband in my prayers as you work through this. :(

Sue said...

Holy crap, I am so sorry and I certainly don't blame you for taking a blogging break for a while. Know that we are all thinking of you and praying.

Jodi said...

I'm so sorry! Life sucks and it's not fair! Take some time to cry, yell, be mad, sad, etc! Hug your family and take a break from life!

t.b.f.love. said...

I am so sorry. I'll be thinking of and praying for you.

April said...

:( I'm so sorry. Praying for you.

Nic said...

I am so sorry
x

Shelby said...

I'm sorry! No words will ease your pain. Just know you are in my peoples thoughts.

Bill & Angie Ryan said...

Hi Erin,

I'm so sorry to read this today. I'm glad to hear that you will take the time you need to grieve.

This bible verse has helped me through many difficult times and I pray that you will find some peace and strength in these words.

"So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you have to endure many trials for a little while. These trials will show that your faith is genuine. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold -- though your faith is far more precious than mere gold. So when your faith remains strong through many trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world." 1 Peter 1:6 - 7

I know that wonderful things are in store for you. You are an amazing person! Stay strong and you WILL be a mom again.

Big Hugs friend!
Angie Ryan

The Rileys said...

Bless your heart!!! My heart aches for you!!! Sending you guys prayers....

Renee said...

I'm so sorry. My heart is breaking for you, and I know there is nothing anyone can say to console you. But please know that many people are thinking of you. Praying for peace in your heart.

beth ewing said...

i'm so sorry girl. i've been checking all day thinking you would get very different results. i know i've never really been where you are but i have experienced 2.5 years of secondary IF and a miscarriage (at 10 weeks)and i know how painful it is. we all respect you taking some time off but just know that it can be theraputic to get your feelings out and we're all here to listen, pray and support when you need us. i know it helped me alot to stay connected to those that understood what i was going through.

Mush said...

So sorry to hear your sad news. Thinking of you and sending big hugs from across the pond xxx

Ashley said...

I am so so sorry to hear this! You are in my thoughts.

Lindsay said...

So sorry Erin :( Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Keep your chin up girly.

~Rachel said...

Praying for you and your family. Sorry girl!

Tiffany said...

Oh Erin I am so truly. Sometimes life just makes no sense. Please take your time, but know you will be missed and thought of.

Laura said...

I am so sorry Erin. Thinking and praying for you and your family. You WILL be a mom again, somehow, someway, all in His time. xoxo

Leslie Lambert said...

If you need to talk to someone who's been through the 2 miscarriages in 3 months thing, I'm here. I don't wish the overwhelming sadness of that time on anyone. Praying for you.

Kristen & Eli Wolfe said...

Thoughts and prayers are going out to you....

BabyWid said...

My heart is breaking for you. I can't imagine. I just went through my first miscarriage (from a medicated clomid cycle) and I know how bad it hurts but for you to go through two in just a few months, I can't fathom. Be strong, have faith & hope (even tho it's hard) it will happen for both of us. Now is just not our time. ((Hugs))
Megan
www.babywid@blogspot.com
Meganwid@yahoo.com

Kristal said...

Erin I'm so sorry to hear this. I have had 2 miscarriages as well, and it's never easy to deal with. know you have support here from all of us who read your blog if you need it.

Marianne said...

I'm so sorry Erin. I was hoping you'd get different news today. Take all of the time you need and we'll be here when you are ready.

Angela said...

So, so sorry, Erin. Praying for you and Tommy. Take all the time you need.

The Riggs Family said...

I am so sorry. I hope you at least sort-of enjoyed your trip and meeting up with your friend. I wish I knew what to say, but I don't. Just I'm sorry.

Patterson Family said...

I am SO sorry, Erin. Take some time to heal and enjoy Tom and Trevor. I'll be thinking about you.

(((HUGS)))

The Pifer's said...

I'm so sorry sweet friend! My heart aches for you! Please know your in my prayers and I'm thinking about you!!!

Love ya sweetie!!

marjorie said...

Hi Erin, I've just been following you for a few weeks, and I'm very sorry to hear your news today.

Jessica said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. Many, many prayers for you as you go through this difficult time... please do not give up hope that you will have the family that God intends for you. I'm so sorry that you have to go through so many trials and tribulations to get there. Huge hugs for you!

Blake said...

So sorry. I know there are no words....but know that there are people who are praying and have walked your shoes. I've had 2 miscarriages as well....never an easy road. Prayers are being sent your way.

Blake said...

oops....that was under my husbands account....but "Blake" should be "Brittany"

jenn said...

so sorry erin.....thinking of you and tom

Conor said...

Erin, take time to breath.

(((hugs)))

Stacey said...

Praying for you all.

Staci said...

So sorry you have to go through this :( I was praying for everything to go well. Take your time to grieve and try to process everything. Praying for you!

just me, dawn said...

sending you ((hugs))

Kalle said...

Erin, this makes me so sad. I was hoping and praying for you and your family. I hope you are able to find the peace and strength you need right now.

Jay said...

I am sorry...

Tracy said...

I am so sorry Erin! It just doesn't seem fair. You seem like such a sweet girl and I hope and pray that you'll get an answer to your prayers soon. Take all the time you need to grieve. Hang in there!

Megan said...

Today, tomorrow and for as long as you need, all you need to focus on is breathing in and out.

We are all praying for you in your time of grief.

xoxo

Amber said...

lots of prayers for you and your family. So sorry

Mary Louis Quinn said...

I thought about you all weekend. My heart is so broken for you.

Kate said...

I'm so sorry. The world seems so unfair and cruel sometimes. Wishing you peace and strength.

Taylor and Megan said...

I am so sorry. Prayers are being sent your way. God has a plan for you and your family. Keep the faith and stay strong.

Ella said...

I'm so sorry, Erin. This is just not fair.

grace said...

It sounds so trite, but I'm so sorry. Please take all the time you need to grieve. It is awful that infertility makes us go through such pain.

Jodi said...

There is a reason for all this it is just hard to see what it is at the moment. I know one day you will look at your new babies and think "so that is why i had to endure those miscarriages it was the universe's plan". If i didn't have infertility i would never had had my twins most likely double ovulation is not that common. It still sucks butt that i can't get pg naturally but i remind myself there is a plan and it will unfold when the time is right and then i will understand why it isn't me or you or most women here that say "My husband looks at me and I get pregnant."

Joy@WhenDoesDaddyComeHome said...

There are no words but I am sending you e-HUGS! Take a break, take your time.

Francesca Fine Jewelry said...

I am so sorry Erin. This is horrible.
Jean

Sue said...

I keep checking back, hoping it was all a big mistake. I can only imagine you wish the same, too

Heather said...

I'm so very sorry, Erin.

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Once Upon A Time said...

I am so sorry Erin. I'll be thinking about you.

We have Angel Wings said...

I am so sorry sweetie. You and your family are in my thoughts. Much love and many hugs headed your way.

♥ T