Sunday, February 22, 2009

Three Days Post

Here is sit, 3 days post 5 day transfer. I am feeling...anxious and terrified. I am still confident it worked, but the confidence is now sharing space with pure fear. I need to see two lines soon. I cant bear to get another negative. We have waited a long time for this. I have sacrificed my body. We have put our life on hold. We are ready to move on as a family.

Peanut(s)-I hope you are feeling warm and cozy in there. I cant wait until you are old enough and tell you all about our journey to hold you in our arms. Most parents wait nine months for a child, but Daddy and I have waited years. We love you more every second.
-Mama

17 comments:

Stephanie RN BSN (to be!) said...

I know God has been hearing all the prayers being sent up for you and your peanuts!

Personally, I'm praying that you'll get as many peanuts as you want...maybe your wildest dreams will come true and you'll have twins! Two peanuts for the price of one ;-)

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Dan and Gretchen said...

Hold strong...you can do it. If I can offer you 1 piece of advice...DO NOT do a home test, just wait out the blood work. A lot of the hormones you have taken can give you a false positive/negative, and the last thing you need is something incorrect.

You can do it :)

Ashley said...

Crossing my fingers and toes!!! Can't wait to hear the GOOD news:)

Mimi said...

I am on edge over here!!! I am praying so hard for you honey!!! I am so excited for you!!

Kami

Bri said...

My prayers are with you and I can't wait to see those lines!

Julie said...

This may sound strange, but I felt like I sound leave you a comment. The other day I just happened upon your blog. I work as a family therapist and I see some horrifying things go on in families. It is truly refreshing to see/read about two loving, committed people longing to become parents. I have read every post and can tell that you born to be a mother. I hope from the bottom of my heart that this works out for you and your husband.
Julie from Pittsburgh

Mrs. Hammer said...

I cannot imagine the emotions that you must be feeling right now. Just know how many people are praying for your peanuts along with you!!!

twondra said...

Awww, sweetie, hang in there! I know the fear feeling. You deserve this so much. (((HUGS)))

Meant to be a mom said...

I got your message on my blog. Thanks. Its always nice to have support. I will definitely pray for you, your hubby and your little emby! I wish you guys the best of luck. I will have to keep up with your blog and keep you guys in my prayers.

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Stephanie said...

Fingers are crossed babe!!
I love you little notes to the peanuts!!!

Tiffany said...

I have everything crossed for you and I can't wait to hear your good news.

The Beaver said...

Thinking about you and hoping you get some pink lines soon.

Andrea said...

I've been thinking of you!

Jacki said...

Just to let you know that I'll be praying for your Peanut!
With GOD all things are possible!

Staci said...

Praying for good news on the peanuts :)