Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Crazy Girl

I am 5 days post 5 day transfer today. Our little embryos are 10 days old! I am feeling..like a crazy person. This is worse than anything I have gone through the past 2 years. I made my beta appointment for Monday at 7 am. That is SO far away.

I have tons of "symptoms", but I feel like that is no guarantee. I am still taking progesterone injections, estrace patches and baby asprin. Maybe its the drugs. Maybe its a peanut.

I wish I knew..

Heres a verse from a song I cant stop listening to-

"Cowgirls don't cry
Ride, baby, ride
Lessons in life are going to show you in time
Soon enough your gonna know why
It's gonna hurt every now and then
If you fall get back on again
Cowgirls don't cry"

Peanut(s)-Today, is Daddys birthday. You are supposed to be my gift to him. Better late than never, right? We hope you are comfortable in there. I found out that your due date would be on November 7th. I like that date. :) We love you.
-Mommy and Daddy

19 comments:

Dave and Elaine said...

Honestly more than the meds/ultrasounds, ect that come with IVF I am mostly dreading the 2ww afterwards. It has got to be sooooooo hard. Praying for peace and sanity and a BFP on Monday!

Sarah said...

I am been thinking about you and praying that those little peanuts have found a warm and comfortable place for the next 9 months...Can't wait for the next update

cady said...

i don't put any stock in symptoms anymore because they are the same as period symptoms! i've been thinking about you guys. i don't know *how* i'll make it through our 2ww. it'll be insane. i can't wait to hear your update on monday!

Gill said...

t date, the day before my birthday and i am a big fan of your peanut{s}!!
Happy Birthday Daddy of Peanuts :)
Hoping and praying like crazy for you.xx

Mimi said...

What an amazing post honey. I am praying so hard for you right now. More than ever!! Here's to a great birthday present for daddy!!

Stephanie said...

I love that song too!!
My fingers are still crossed for you babe!!!
Prayers from Katy, TX!!!

Dianne said...

Yay hoping for you to have a peanut soon!!!

Hey peanuts usually come in twos in their shell - maybe this is a sign!!! twins? ;)

Charity said...

I can only imagine how hard the wait it, I am always very impatient even with natural conception waiting for the day when I can realistically take a pregnancy test. So, it must be multiplied by 100 for you!

Sending you all the best wishes and positive energy for a great outcome!!

Lindsey said...

I found your blog link from the McNulty Quads blog. I am currently starting the IUI process but have been given little hope that an IUI will actually work for me. So, my husband and I have started to look into the IVF process. I hope you don't mind if I follow your journey as your writing style and thoughts bring me a sense of calm during this process. Best of luck as you finish your wait!

Ashley said...

I have been LOVING your posts..they are sooo sweet! I want this so bad for you honey!! Can't wait to hear the good news on Monday!!

MOM said...

You are in my prayers and I hope all good things for you!

amanda said...

i'm praying for you my friend. i cannot imagine the waiting....

Tiffany said...

I am praying for you. My EDD is October 7th.

Christa @ Quintooples said...

The 2 WW is the WORST!!!! ((()))

Mrs. Hammer said...

I'm marking my calendar to pray for Monday. You've almost made it!!

twondra said...

I've been thinking about you so much! I hope you can give your husband the best birthday present.

Monday is Mark's birthday. :) It would be cool if you got your BFP on his. :)

The Vigil Family said...

New to your blog and am crossing my fingers SO TIGHT that this works!! Praying for one - hoping for two??maybe three? Really praying that you are a mommy!!
Good luck and will check back!! Your wait is over!! That has to be the toughest part!! Well not really but it is the finally stretch!!
Extra prayer today from CA

The Pifer's said...

Hi, my name is Tiffany...you don't know me, I somehow found you blog...this post has be amazed and a little in awe, I pretty much posted the exact same post, with the exact same lyrics...my husband and I have been TCC for 3 years, we have yet to go beyond regular IUI (just b/c ins. doesn't cover it) I am praying for you and your husband!!!!!!

Crystal31188 said...

i've been reading your post for awhile, and i'm praying for you! i'm so excited to read your updates and can't wait for your update.