Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Disbelief

I just got the call from the nurse. BFN. I am in truly in shock.

My heart is racing and I am holding back tears.

I am going to throw myself directly into IVF and start the BCP's on as soon as my period starts.

I hope I can handle this.

IVF, here we come.

17 comments:

A.V.A said...

((hugs)) I'm sorry you are dealing with this. I hope IVF works quickly for you.

Andrea said...

I am so sorry:( I hope this new year brings you your BFP.

Lisa said...

I am sorry to hear your news. Here is to hoping that the New Year and IVF brings you a miracle of your own. Hugs!!

Kahla said...

I'm so sorry even though I know those are just words and don't really do much for you at this time. I'm wishing you nothing but the best with IVF and pray that you get your peanut soon!

RDgirl said...

I'm so, so sorry ((BIG HUGS))

Happily Ever After said...

Wow, I can only imagine all of the emotions you are feeling right now. I'm sorry. But I am hopeful and excited about IVF for you. You are more than deserving for a miracle. If you ever need anything, let me know! Hugs!

Ashley said...

I'm sooo very sorry! We met with our Dr. today about our next path and we are doing IVF next also. I'm hoping it works for us both. You are in my prayers!!

WantWait&Pray said...

Oh man...I am so so sorry. It's never easy to get that news. I'll be praying for an IVF miracle for you!

Stacey said...

I'm so sorry. I hope IVF works and we'll be praying for good news in 2009!!!

MamaShehee said...

Bless you sweetie, I was praying so hard that this would be your time. I will continue to pray for you during IVF, that the Lord will give such a deserving woman a precious baby to love.

Angelwingsbaby said...

I am so sorry hun,I be will doing IVF too but with donor embryos very soon ( in March most likely) ,so I will be here for you!

Its A Corny Life... said...

I am so sorry about your BFN. I know how heartbreaking it is. IVF just may be all you need. I would love to share some of my thoughts with you...things I did during my unsuccessful cycle vs. the changes I made the 2nd time around (when it worked), but only if you want to hear them. I don't want to force anything on you. Email me if you are interested...

sundevil-girl@hotmail.com

In the meantime...enjoy your New Year. You'll be starting BCP before you know it. Take care sweetie...and seriously, email me if you want to chat.

Stacie

Emily said...

I am so sorry. Such miserable news. Praying for you!!

Jennifer said...

((hugs)) I'm sooo sorry for your BFN. I hope the IVF is what is needed to bring you your little one. I'm here if ya need someone to talk to.

twondra said...

Oh, sweetie, I'm so sorry. I'm thinking of you. if you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask me. (((HUGS)))

Kriss said...

I have been in your shoes seeing BFN's over and over. Huge hugs! I hope the new year brings your own miracle.

♥Tabitha♥ said...

(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry. I know just how it feels to be young, inlove, perfectly healthy yet unable to achieve a BFP after such a long time. (Two years for me) I hope that IVF works for you and you'll be in my prayers!